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Post by blasphemy on May 17, 2013 23:47:32 GMT -5
NAME// --- azurefalcon
AGE// --- thirty two moons
GENDER// --- female
CLAN// --- none
DESIRED POSITION// ---
SHORT DESCRIPTION// ---
mackerel tabby she-cat with distinctive teal-azure eyes
DESCRIPTION// ---
PERSONALITY// ---
where to begin. azurefalcon, has a superiority complex. during her younger moons of observing female inferiority and subjugation in her family, as well as her own among her many brothers and deceased mother, she has developed a headstrong, stubborn facade to cover the inferiority which is constantly pushing down on her. as a subconscious act, she doesn't connect the vulnerability within her, always pushing out against it in the form of her very masculine personality. she has adopted a reckless and outgoing attitude, which is both infectious and gets her into a decent amount of trouble. but she is not stupid, make no mistake, she is very intelligent, and bluntly so. she doesn't mind expressing her opinion openly, nor hiding the emotions which come with those opinions. for a she-cat who dislikes inferiority, she has made a point to learn about cultural differences and rules within those cultures, mainly so that she can fit in to a certain degree.
her dislike of authority and great love of anything adventure worthy often places her in compromising situations. she isn't fond of taking orders, discovery and danger taking precedence in her list of priorities. her great love of undermining the doubts about her also pushes her along in her course for adventure, she lives to see the faces of those who have expressed their irritation and doubt about her skills when she proves them wrong. tearing down others in such away has also made her rather judgmental. because several have done this, she often expects everyone to view her that way as well, which is ironic because she hates expectations.
her sense of humor, though not always understandable, does exist, and she is more often sarcastically inclined than otherwise humor filled. below her thick headed skull and stubborn personality, she does not possess a heart of gold, make no mistake, but she easily finds within herself the ability to be compassionate and genuine. more often than not this is turned only towards kits, some towards she-cats, and almost never to toms. in a way, she finds the opposite gender unworthy, but she isn't a complete male hater! she tends to have a rational head on her shoulders, but she is prone to taking unnecessary risks and being irrational. for all purposes, azurefalcon is as complicated as anyone could expect from a lively young she-cat.
EXPERIENCE// ---
kithood~
born to two cats, names, genders, clan affiliations disclosed, azurefalcon was the youngest of six, not counting the other two litters before hers, five toms ahead of her. she grew up within a group of toms who really had a nasty view on females and was therefore subject to the many horrors of subjugation and humiliation. much of her kithood was passed as a blur, trying to stay strong and survive, as a result: her personality. and it wasn't just the group she grew up with, but the fundamentals of living.... IN THE WILD! whoa. temperatures and natural disasters seemed to occur often in her young moons.
apprenticeship~
this too, passed in a bit of a blur considering it was much like her kithood, but here, she proved herself, worked hard, took risks. won. killed. she took it upon herself to practice often, she always had to be on guard, ready for any surprise.
adulthood~
somewhere down the road of life, azurefalcon was flung into a great river, tossed about and such to the point where, after several skull knocks and head slams, her memory was almost completely wiped clean. written here is the collection of knowledge which azurefalcon has, sooo not much. and even this is fuzzy and patch worked. her name, perhaps even more unclear, could be one of her siblings' or enemies' for all she knows, but she adopted it for the clarity with which she could remember the complete name. either way, the she-cat woke up here, down stream, walked a ways, and, since she can't really return to her old life, is ready to make a new one. on her own terms and not the ones she can remember.
OTHER// ---
alright, it's a bit fuzzy, but i wanted to do something different since my cats are usually born in a clan and blank blank blaaaaaaah... its all the usual crap. so I thought this would be more interesting. any questions or concerns? please let me know and I shall fix and adjust! |
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