Post by Wolfy on Feb 4, 2012 12:27:26 GMT -5
Let me get my life together guys.
I love you all, really I do, but I'm falling apart.
These past two months, I've slowly dropped my life apart. I'm failing classes, I'm getting sick (like legit throwing up because I'm so nervous about everything else), and my personal/home life is a wreck because I can't put my life back together. My room is a disaster and all I want to do is sleep - it makes me think of depression, but worse because I can't stop feeling anxious.
I try to piece things together and this weekend is a 3 day weekend because if you didn't know, the Super Bowl is in my state, Indiana, this weekend. We have Monday off because a lot of us are going to the Super Bowl. I am not. My Dad is. Anyways, I'm trying to clean up my room, but if you've ever seen a small room that's a disaster, you can feel my pain.
I cry all the time now because I just feel like I'm in a hole and no one can get me up. My grades are slowly slipping because I can't understand what's going on in my classes and my teachers are witches. I'm scared I won't graduate.
Plus, I'd just like to say that the weather stinks on ice. I feel happier with warmer weather, but the weather has been cold and windy. It's winter, but c'mon. I want the spring to roll around.
You all know that if I was just in loss of words I would still come on and chat till it all comes back to RP. And if I disappeared, it wouldn't be forever, or at least absolutely necessary. I'm sorry, but I can't bring myself to RP because I'm so anxious about everything else. And another thing, I can't bring myself to fix anything BECAUSE I'm so nervous.
I'm sorry that I badgered you with all this crap, but I had to get it out to someone and you guys, (i know this sounds cheesy), but you guys are some of my most loyal friends. We're brought together by this common bond and we all care about one another. I care about all of you very much and I miss you, but I'm in no condition to RP.
I'll be back, hopefully in February, or maybe at the beginning of March, but all of this...my life...needs changing. And so I leave you with that. I'll try to get on as much as I can, but it might be in two weeks time.
CelestialClan, I'll be back soon.
Bye,
Wolfwind
I love you all, really I do, but I'm falling apart.
These past two months, I've slowly dropped my life apart. I'm failing classes, I'm getting sick (like legit throwing up because I'm so nervous about everything else), and my personal/home life is a wreck because I can't put my life back together. My room is a disaster and all I want to do is sleep - it makes me think of depression, but worse because I can't stop feeling anxious.
I try to piece things together and this weekend is a 3 day weekend because if you didn't know, the Super Bowl is in my state, Indiana, this weekend. We have Monday off because a lot of us are going to the Super Bowl. I am not. My Dad is. Anyways, I'm trying to clean up my room, but if you've ever seen a small room that's a disaster, you can feel my pain.
I cry all the time now because I just feel like I'm in a hole and no one can get me up. My grades are slowly slipping because I can't understand what's going on in my classes and my teachers are witches. I'm scared I won't graduate.
Plus, I'd just like to say that the weather stinks on ice. I feel happier with warmer weather, but the weather has been cold and windy. It's winter, but c'mon. I want the spring to roll around.
You all know that if I was just in loss of words I would still come on and chat till it all comes back to RP. And if I disappeared, it wouldn't be forever, or at least absolutely necessary. I'm sorry, but I can't bring myself to RP because I'm so anxious about everything else. And another thing, I can't bring myself to fix anything BECAUSE I'm so nervous.
I'm sorry that I badgered you with all this crap, but I had to get it out to someone and you guys, (i know this sounds cheesy), but you guys are some of my most loyal friends. We're brought together by this common bond and we all care about one another. I care about all of you very much and I miss you, but I'm in no condition to RP.
I'll be back, hopefully in February, or maybe at the beginning of March, but all of this...my life...needs changing. And so I leave you with that. I'll try to get on as much as I can, but it might be in two weeks time.
CelestialClan, I'll be back soon.
Bye,Wolfwind
But yes I do know what it's like to have a small room being a total disaster because my old bedroom was super tiny. Maybe if you start by tidying it and making a homework plan or something it will all start to get better from there 
