my head hurts {open}

[lace !]

Clouds aboved swirled and twisted, like the hair on a feral cat. They matted into clumps, threatening to deposit their possessions among any unlucky passer by below.Spottedheart looked up wearily, her eyes searching for any signs of dangerous rain, or snow. The recently prevailing, harsh winds had sent the clan into a bit of a scatter, worried about the upcomming- or rather- current, leafbare. Spottedheart herself was not worried, however. She had contemplated the possible scenarios, learning for stories of the past- while often eating her fresh-kill, such as a time like now. She dragged it off the pile with grace and ease, musing to herself about fantasies.

As she lay down to eat the mere mouse morsel, she thought about what clan life would be like if they all separated. it might be nice, to watch others suffer what she had after losing Bearclaw. She herself had almost gone mad, if not already. For a long while, she contemplated leaving CelestialClan, One day, she had actually left camp alone, and stayed the night in the forest, preparing herself to escape into the life of a rogue. Perhaps try traveling, maybe became a fat, lazy, disgusting kittypet. But we all see how that turned out. She thought, her voice spitting in her mind.

Because she had been too weak to leave, she needed the clan. Or perhaps it was just that flicker of hope that Bearclaw would call on her once more. But he never did, and the CelestialClan she-cat was beginning to think he never would. Alas, perhaps that would not be bad. Perhaps it was not all black if the bitter she-cat were to spend the rest of her life alone, simply living for her spiteful clan. Perhaps...

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^{STARRING : Spottedheart ; open
WORDS : idk.
STATUS : Complete
NOTES : i didn't really knwo what to say; sorry.
LYRICS USED : Use Somebody - Kings of Leon
LISTENING TO : Mockingbird- Eminem
CREDIT : TANA}

[lily ♫]

Her paws were tentative, heavy, as she approached the other female. So much sorrow and fear seemed to radiate from the pretty Bengal she-cat that Roseblush was almost afraid to interrupt, but it felt inevitable. After fetching one of the smaller pieces of prey from the dwindling freshkill pile, she made her way to Spottedheart, dropping her prey for a moment. "Hi! Spottedheart, right? Are you..are you okay? Erm, I guess that's awful forward. I meant, uhm, can I join you?

[/u]" The new warrior tried and tried again, letting a small laugh escape her maw as she awkwardly stood there, wanting to ease into comforting the pretty female with a few kind words and an ear ready to listen.

"It's Bearclaw that's bothering you, isn't it? 'cause I know for a fact that he really did love you.[/u]" Roseblush spoke up again, looking away and then freezing as the words slipped right out of her mouth. "Oh! I did it again! I'm sorry, I'm just a little bit nervous. I don't know what to say, haha..[/u]" The cream point female mewed, picking her piece of prey back up and sitting to the right of Spottedheart, leaving a good enough space between them that it wouldn't be any more awkward. Hopefully.

Biting into her small meal, she tucked in until all that was left were the fatty parts of the vole against its ribs and bones, and carefully disposed of them. She twitched as she looked over at Spottedheart, not knowing what the she-cat's reaction would be to Roseblush's attempt at an interaction since she didn't really know the warrior.

ooc: OMG LOL WHAT I APOLOGIZE THIS IS SO POOPY[/blockquote][/blockquote][/justify]