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Post by lionpaw on Aug 9, 2011 23:10:55 GMT -5
Sooo... that last thread I posted? Nothing compared to how freaked out I am now.
Lost my virginity to my boyfriend two days ago. We did it again today and it broke. It damn broke.
Can't stop crying. Can't stop shaking. I have literally a full month to go before I'll know if I'm okay or not. I'm on the pill, but I'm still more scared than I ever have been in my life.
I'll still be around this month, just... distant I suppose. I guess this is a warning that my posts are going to get worse. Again. I'm sorry. I'll still be active, though.
God, I'm so scared. |
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Post by lily ♫ on Aug 10, 2011 18:46:57 GMT -5
Lion, first off, you need to try to calm down. I don't mean it in a, "OHMIGOD WILL YOU JUST CALM THE FUFF DOWN? >8C" but in a more gentle way. Tell your parents or at least someone that's close to you. Don't close your boyfriend out or start ignoring everyone and everything. You were on the pill, that's a major safeguard. Think of all the 20 and 30 year olds that are frolicking around on the pill. They're okay. You will be too, I'm sure of it. I'll be worrying about you and hoping everything is fine.
Just..calm down, girl, and keep us updated. :c
p.s. if you need someone to talk to, you can pm me or e-mail me (flipflopartist@yahoo.com), i'll listen no matter what.
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Post by LYNX ♥ on Aug 10, 2011 21:51:33 GMT -5
ALSO
there are emergency day-after pills incase stuff like this happens. I'd go try and find some of those if I were you but, yeah. you're in my thoughts!
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Post by lionpaw on Aug 10, 2011 22:25:15 GMT -5
Thanks guys. <3 I haven't shut my boyfriend off at all. If anything, we're closer. And both scared shitless. The panic is starting to wear off a little, but I'm still apprehensive. Again, thanks for the understanding. |
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Post by lily ♫ on Aug 11, 2011 8:04:12 GMT -5
yay. c:
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