sleep with one eye open // {hawk}

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NAME// hawk
AGE// 50 moons
GENDER// tom
CLAN// clanless
DESIRED POSITION// n/a
SHORT DESCRIPTION// n/a


DESCRIPTION//

Hawk is a quite handsome tom to look at, despite his physical flaws. His fur is long and messy, though soft to the touch. It is snowy white, with light brown Harlequin markings, meaning that all of his tail, ears, and eyes are light brown, as well as a few patches of brown on his lower back. His muzzle, and all for of his paws are light brown as well. His eyes are a piercing acid green. His body depicts many scars, ones that he's had ever since he's been old enough to fight. The two most noticeable ones are across the top of his back, going on either side of his flank. They are deep, and visible, with no fur growing back to hide them. Both of his back legs have two claw marks that are slightly hidden by his fur. And across his left cheek, are three claw marks given to him by his mentor when he was about two and a half years old, barely going into training. What gives him an intimidating look, is his facial features. His right ear is almost completely gone, being ripped off by a dog in the two-leg place when he was around 20 moons old. His left ear has a knick at the top. He is also completely blind in his right eye.

PERSONALITY//

Hawk is cold and cruel. That's what other cats have said about him. He is merciless, and is fiercely loyal to those he thinks highly of. He was raised to be violent and cruel to others that got in his way, and this has hardened him into stone. Somewhere deep inside that stone, though, is a few emotions he had almost forgotten. Only rarely do you see him politely and sociably conversing with others. Even then he can be slightly aggressive. His tone is rough and low, but also charming to most she-cats. He does have a soft side for kits, though, and would put them above anything else if he had to. He has does have a knack for pretty she-cats, though, and is flirtatious around them. Deep inside, though, he hopes he can find love and have kits, though he knows it will most likely not happen. Hawk is very, very stubborn, and doesn't give up easily without a fight, whether it be verbal or physical. He stands for what he believes in, good or bad, and doesn't back down from it. And if some cat tries to change his views, he fights mercilessly.

EXPERIENCE//

Hawk was born in the winter time, and was the only one to survive out of his three siblings. His mother, a rogue, was disgusted at the fact that the only one to survive was the runt, and so, she left him to die in the blizzard that he came into the world in. He was confused, cold, and hungry as he wailed for his mother, who was long gone at that time. He laid in the snow for what seemed like forever until another loner came across him, and took him somewhere warm and enclosed.

When he awoke a few hours after that, he was dazed as to where he was. A few minutes later, he found himself in a basket, covered by a small blanket and provided with warm milk. A female was standing by him, as if protecting him. Being so young, he thought that this she-cat was his mother, and she herself wanted to be so. So he stayed with her in the two--leg home, and had a wonderful start to his life.

When he was about a year and a half old, he was outside with his mother, Snow, playing in the front yard. It was a warm summer day, and the temperature was rising into the high 90s. Snow was resting in the shade of a bush, and Hawk was chasing after a butterfly. But the butterfly seemed to be too taunting, because it fluttered out into the street, bringing Hawk along with it. An oncoming car was too distracted to notice where he was going, and the next thing he knew, Hawk was grabbed by the scruff and tossed back onto the sidewalk.

Snow had been hit and killed.

Hawk just laid there, dazed and shocked by what he'd just seen. His mother's lifeless, motionless body laying in the street, and the car just driving off as if nothing had happened. That was the day that changed Hawk forever; how he acted toward others, and how he viewed the world. And that night, with nothing left to lose, he ran off from home and never went back.

A few months later, he joined a band of mercenaries, called the "Hidden Shadows". During one of his training sessions, he was clawed by his mentor, Curse, and it left quite a noticeable scar on his cheek. Out of anger and blind fury, he attacked his mentor, and ended up killing him by tearing out his throat. The other mercenaries, out of fear, ended up scattering and running for their lives, leaving Hawk to his own.

Now, in the present, Hawk is like his personality states; cold, cruel, aggressive, but charming.

OTHER//

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