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Post by LYNX ♥ on Aug 24, 2008 11:05:31 GMT -5
From Northwind's throat poured out a deep, soft rumbling. He smiled, though she couldn't feel. "I don't know, deputy." He lifted awy his head to look at her. "I'd much rather be alive." He let his words sink over the small clearing for a moment, when he noticed the faint drizzle wetting his coat. "Rain." He smiled. "Better than snow." Again, the warrior let a long pause float through the air, when he finally spoke again. "So who should I choose Lilythorn?"
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Post by lily ♫ on Aug 24, 2008 11:09:57 GMT -5
Lilythorn stared at Northwind. "Why are you asking me? You know who I would say..." she meowed softly. PICK ME!!! her senses screamed. "Me..." she mouthed without a sound. |
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Post by LYNX ♥ on Aug 24, 2008 11:23:15 GMT -5
Northwind backed up a step, eyeing her. Slowly, he stood straight, and proceeded to circle her, his steps calculated and meticulaous. His big, beautiful forest green eyes were thoughtful. When she spoke, he let out a faint chuckle. "Losty would say to choose you too." He smiled, and kept pacing. "You know," He mewed after a while. "SHe'll kill herself if I choose you." He winked.
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Post by lily ♫ on Aug 24, 2008 11:29:39 GMT -5
Lilythorn's face lit up when Northwind winked at her. "I'm sure she'll manage.." she meowed, realizing how evil she sounded, trying to get what she wanted. "But, you never told me who you are going to choose... So... who?" she mewed softly, meeting his forest-green eyes, her eyes displaying happiness and sadness in them. |
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Post by LYNX ♥ on Aug 24, 2008 13:34:32 GMT -5
Northwind snorted. "You're compassion towards her in unbearable," He commented dryly, letting his tail sway as he stood before her. Silence was a gap between them. "I don't know," He meowed honestly, not meeting your eyes. "This is all too fast for me. I hardly know you, and Lostdesire is only my friend. For now at least. I know you've been hurt beyond your worth, but I believe ol' Losty has too, moreso than you, by the way she acts. Or, even if she wasn't, she's as fragile as a broken butterfly." He sighed.
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Post by leafy on Aug 25, 2008 12:33:35 GMT -5
l o s t d e s i r e[color=0090FFi don't wanna be like cinderella[/color=
she ran, ran to...nowhere in particular. she couldn't make herself talk to northwind, not now atleast. the she-cat wasn't paying attention to anything at the moment, just her own feelings and thoughts. she was still depressed, be not as much as before. northwind would surely be talking to lilythorn by now. and then he'd fall in love with her and they'd live happily ever after. yaay.......she sighed with frustration, but knew she'd want lilythorn to have him. lostdesire didn't notice a root sticking out of the ground, and tripped on it suddenly. she tumbled onto the ground, and busted her nose. blood was pouring out, now the normal reaction would to to cry out in pain, or screech, or say a simple 'ow'. lostdesire however, was nowhere near normal. she could feel blood pouring out, and she could taste it. the she-cat laughed, in a crazy, manical, deranged way. she laughed at herself and how messed up she was. [/sup][/color] |
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Post by LYNX ♥ on Aug 25, 2008 12:43:19 GMT -5
He was sitting down, but now, leaping upexpectantly to his paws, Northwind was frightened to hear a leafy, thudding crash! in the shrubbery behind them. Even more chilling was the hysterical, maniacal cackling that erupted afterword. "Hello?" He called, cautiously taking steps toward Lostdesire. "Lostdesire?" His eyeswidened at the mess she was making. The mess she'd become. What? Because of him? That was hardly fair! He just wanted to claw her ears and tell her to quit being so pitiful! But no, sweet Mr. Northy must always be chivalrous and gentle. "Losty?" He whispered.
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Post by MiNTY♥ on Aug 25, 2008 12:48:35 GMT -5
Serenewinter nodded to her apprentice. Such an out of the blue question, he was obviously waiting for her to change the subject now. She turned on her apprentic and eyes him carefully. "Leap onto my back." She instructed. "And try to stay there." She added with a hint of teasing to her tone. Her white pelt glittered in the sunlight as she turned back around. She would teach him how to leap and hold, then how to get away, before letting himself being stupidly squished. |
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Post by leafy on Aug 25, 2008 12:55:48 GMT -5
losty <33
she looked up at northwind, and saw his wide eyes. obviously he was immensely scared of her right now, which made her want to laugh even more. but she didn't. northy whispered her name with concern, but she knew what he was really thinking. northwind thought she was a mess, pitiful, and he wanted her to stop. "what are you really think right now northwind?" she whispered painfully. lostdesire realized that she was a mess, an mess of a she-cat. "what's wrong with me?" she simply whispered, having to choke half the words out.
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Post by LYNX ♥ on Aug 25, 2008 14:11:16 GMT -5
Northwind's eyes were narrowed sadly. What ahppened to her? Why in StarClan was she acting so blasted ridiculous? "I'm wondering what you've done to yourself. Why are you hurting me like this?" He whispered sorrowfully. "You are hurting yourself. Don't even blame this on me," He mewed softly, but sternly. She would never smile, unless it was that screwed up, crooked grin when she was crazily cackling. He didn't want that. He didn't want her. Not if she was gonna blow up or try and kill herself, trash herself, everytime she got pricked by a thorn. At one point, in the beginning of their friendship, he wanted to heal her. And help her, but he now realized she'd never want, or take his help. She'd never help herslef. She'd curl up and die one day. Tears filled his big eyes.
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Post by leafy on Aug 25, 2008 14:19:02 GMT -5
and i've seen love die too many times,when it deserved to be alive,i've seen you cry way too many timesteardrops spilled from her eyes as northwind spoke. she had hurt him...and herself. but not deliberately, or did she? no! lostdesire knew at that moment that she had the power to either brake northwind or fix him, and herself. lostdesire want him, she wanted her northy. she had to choose her words carefully, or she could mess everything up. "im sorry. i really am. i don't know what's wrong with me...." she trailed off nervously, eyeing the ground. but, her confidence level boosted and she met his wet eyes. "i can change. just not alone, i don't have enough in me to do that. i cant be alone...forever. and you can't be either." her gaze became shy, hopeful, nervous, and filled with love all at the same time.
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Post by LYNX ♥ on Aug 25, 2008 14:26:26 GMT -5
Northwind wanted to cry out happily. YES! No... the spark in his eyes and heart faded as quickly as it appeared. "Yes, yes please Lostdesire but no, I can't. I can't have anyone. Ever." He whispered, sorrow and loneliness swallowed his heart like a void. "Ever," He choked. Standing there, he started at her blood-smeared face for a minute, longer even, and nearly smiled. It sure showed in his eyes, but slowly faded. Heartbeats wore on of the beautiful tom staring, pleading. "Lilythorn.." He murmured. She was right behind him. "What about Lilythorn? I will have to live with friends because I can never choose a mate, but that doesn't mean you have to wait for me,"
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Post by leafy on Aug 25, 2008 14:39:52 GMT -5
lostdesire smiled, not the deranged smile, but a real one. it stayed as long as northwind's did, until his words sunk in. she looked away from him, and at the sky and wondered if starclan really was watching over them. at this point, she wanted to screech to her 'protectors', she could rip them all to pieces now. it was like her heart had shattered into a million little pieces, never to be fixed again. her whole world was turned upside-down. worse than before. she wanted to just run away, get away from it all. "freaking starclan." she whispered, her muzzle pointed towards the sky. "i knew this was too freaking good to be true." lostdesire was talking to herself more than northwind. "go, go sweep lilythorn off her paws. im not going to go kill myself or laugh at my own pain anymore." the she-cat locked eyes with northwind, her eyes expressing every emotion she felt. "don't ever say that. ill always wait for you. ill never love another tom the same way." her voice was emotionless, hollow and empty. she moved her skull towards the ground, to a position where northwind couldn't see her face. her claw drew a heart, but tears splashed into it.
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Post by LYNX ♥ on Aug 25, 2008 14:48:51 GMT -5
Northwind rushed forward at once, hearing her sorry words. Instantly, as if it was his own sweet reflex, he pressed his muzzle to her bloody one, sucking in the tangy scent with relish. Lostdesire.. Backing away after a moment of their closeness, he sighed. "She thinks I should choose her too." He muttered. "Somehow, though it seems the path has been lain out for me, I don't think it's quite clear enough." He mewed, pressing his massive paw over her dainty one. "Please don't give up on me yet. There will always be shards of your heart missing from whatever happened before, but there will be no shards torn out by me, He vowed.
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Post by leafy on Aug 25, 2008 15:33:14 GMT -5
she relished this moment, her innards warmed again at the nearness of northwind, no, northy. she was even more delighted as he pressed his muzzle to hers, she closed her eyes. starclan, thank you. she knew now that her path had been laid out, and she knew it. northy would soon figure his out. lostdesire felt his paw on top of hers, and somehow knew that from that moment on everything was gonna be alright. "i won't ever give up on you." his words were so true, and he vowed to her something that made her want to jump up and down. she was now complete.
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